For those of you didn't read my earlier blogs there was someone I talked about almost on a daily basis and I called him McDreamy. He was my best guy friend and we had a big falling out over my winter break this year and haven't spoken to each other since about January. Some days are better than others, I'll wake up and go the entire day not thinking about him or I'll wake up and go the entire day missing him. It varies between the two, my emotions toward him swing between depression of not having my best friend and anger for him being stupid. I also have moments where I'm happy he's out of my life but these aren't too often. Today I woke up and got on my computer and went through my daily routine, I checked my email, checked my RED email, looked at my myspace and logged onto facebook to see if my friends had any status updates or anything. I don't mean to sound like a stalker when I say this but facebook is a way that I get a lot of information about people that I haven't seen in a while or, in this case, people that I haven't spoken to in months.
I wandered over to McDreamy's facebook and noticed that he placed what is called an honesty box on his page. If you all aren't familiar with facebook I'll describe what this application does. It is a small box that asks you "What do you think about me?" and anyone that you are friends with or that can view your page is capable of writing anything in this box anonymously. I saw this and debated with myself for a couple minutes if I actually wanted to write something in this box. I wrote a message and literally stared at it for five minutes trying to decide if I was really going to send it to him or if I was going to just delete it. I clicked send. The message was as follows:
"I think your ego is so big it's a shocker you can get your head through most doors. There's a difference between being self-confident and self-centered."
Ha. I know it's ridiculously low and completely petty but I feel so much better now.
Ta for now!
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