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• happy happy things because i don't want to think about the sad sad thing

  Hi friendlies. Let's talk about something happy, okay? Because I don't want to talk about the sad stuff and there is always plenty of it and especially now. So things that are making me happy right now: the music I am listening to... a playlist... Posted Apr 29 2008, 08:01 AM by jordynt with | with no comments Filed under: my life now, lists, Mother Dearest, movie mentions, books, my novel, songs

• i hate that this bothers me, but it does

  **note** most times when i write personal stuff in here i end up taking it out but for some reason i think i want this one to stay up I think in the back of my mind I always wanted to be Valedictorian. I knew it wouldn't happen, of course, because... Posted Apr 28 2008, 10:22 PM by jordynt with | with 1 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, people, Meggo, Miss Pacman, Wiggy, Mother Dearest, Greenie, life, musings, confessions, school

• in list formation

  1. My keyboard has magically fixed itself! I guess the cure was to reboot my computer FOUR TIMES. 2. I might have a job soon. Which would be wonderful. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. 3. Today I was thinking about memories and one in particular. I... Posted Apr 23 2008, 05:06 PM by jordynt with | with no comments Filed under: my life now, lists, life, songs, confessions

• files of memories

  Typey typey typey. Just typing right now because I think I'm having a panic attack and I'm trying to not and this helps. I was talking to my friend today. She's this girl I became friends with in sixth grade (or possibly before then?) and... Posted Apr 15 2008, 10:40 PM by jordynt with | with no comments Filed under: my life now, people, lists, Mich, Meggo, Jay, Miss Pacman, resonating, my past life, Greenie, life, perfect moments, musings, songs, confessions

• On Movies I Have Seen...

  These are the movies I have gone to see in theaters since the move. Flightplan. After that sleepover at Brea's, my dad and Taylor and I went to see this movie. I hadn't got to sleep until 6am the night before, so I was half expecting to fall asleep... Posted Mar 30 2008, 02:04 PM by jordynt with | with no comments Filed under: my life now, people, lists, Lance Tankman, Meggo, Mr. Aviator Shades, Rainbow Fairy, Jay, Reese's Pieces, Sallie Brown, Wiggy, HWSH, McBarbie, Nice Guy, Mouse, blah-blah-blah, movie mentions, us four

• on the move

  I often seperate my life, if I haven't told you before, into the BEFORE and AFTER. Before the move. After the move. The move is the defining event though. So it makes sense that many of the quotes I have would relate to that. And here they are. The... Posted Mar 13 2008, 05:50 PM by jordynt with | with 5 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, people, Meggo, Rainbow Fairy, Jay, Miss Pacman, Red, Sallie Brown, Wiggy, HWSH, McBarbie, Nice Guy, quotes, blah-blah-blah, dorky pride, musings, confessions

• the bads and the goods

  Yesterday I was thinking of something to blog about but now I've forgot what it is. My mind is not exactly working at top speeds today. Neither is the rest of me, seeing as how I've spend the grand majority of the day in bed. Yesterday was weird... Posted Mar 06 2008, 03:24 PM by jordynt with | with 1 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, lists, Mich, Meggo, blah-blah-blah, life, writing, school

• well this is a mismash

  I am back and I am back with internets that I am not stealing from the neighbors. (Unlike last night when I emailed Erika.) And just where am I? you ask. Well. I will tell you. I am sitting on my bed. In my bedroom. In a house. In a neighborhood. In a... Posted Mar 04 2008, 01:15 PM by jordynt with | with 1 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, Rainbow Fairy, blah-blah-blah, books, confessions

• on my distant friendships

  Over the last few years a remarkable thing has happened to me. Specifically to my friendships and the people on the other ends of those friendships. It began, of course, with the event that tears my life into two pieces. Both seperate and distinct: a... Posted Feb 29 2008, 03:53 PM by jordynt with | with 4 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, people, Lance Tankman, Mich, Meggo, Rainbow Fairy, Miss Pacman, Reese's Pieces, Red, my past life, Mouse, blah-blah-blah, musings, TayTay, confessions

• on the lack of growed-up-ness

  So guess what? I don't think anyone has it all figured out. I know I sure don't. I used to think, back when I was an itty bitty kid, that teenagers had it figured out. I mean, they have their own lives after all. But then I became a teenager and... Posted Feb 26 2008, 09:24 PM by jordynt with | with no comments Filed under: my life now, blah-blah-blah, life, musings, TayTay, confessions

• these are the good things happening

  Ok so I am at school and omg these keyboards are like ten times louder than the normal keyboard should be, as decided by Jordyn, the Keyboard Master. (Although to be fair the keyboard on my laptop is pretty loud too.) But yeah. I'm at school, between... Posted Feb 25 2008, 01:00 PM by jordynt with | with 5 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, lists, Mich, Rainbow Fairy, Mother Dearest, blah-blah-blah, life, books, dorky pride, confessions

• this includes both bad news about moving and good news about people

  Want to know a sad fact about moving? All those friends who said they'd stay in touch with you, the ones you planned on still being friends with despite the distance of a few hundred miles between you? They aren't going to stay in touch with you... Posted Feb 02 2008, 11:18 PM by jordynt with | with 2 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, people, Miss Pacman

• a very specific loneliness and the fact that, well, I LIKE BEING ALONE

  This may not come as much of a shock to some of you, but I don't exactly need oodles of social interaction. I'm kind of a loner. And I kind of didn't realize this until yesterday. I didn't realize until yesterday that I am PERFECTLY FINE... Posted Jan 31 2008, 09:37 PM by jordynt with | with 2 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, Mich, Miss Pacman, my past life, musings, us four

• on being totally screwed up

  Seventeen. In some ways, I know, I am more together, more mature, more grown up , than other girls my age. I'm in college. I'm published. I'm a good kid. But then in other ways, I think to myself, I am the most screwed-up girl to ever come... Posted Dec 10 2007, 06:48 AM by jordynt with | with 1 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, people, my future life, my past life, blah-blah-blah, life, musings

• in which i go from topic to topic like mad (from us four to boundaries to wanting to get out)

  In which I talk about us four (Lance Tankman, Reese's Pieces, TayTay, and myself) and then skip over to things that aren't supposed to happen and then think about that feeling of needing to GET OUT and how I don't think you can really understand it until you go through it. I sure didn't. I hope this 'excerpting' thing works too, otherwise I'm typing all this for no reason and just wasting my time that could be better spent doing something productive. Or, you know, watching the Food Network.... Posted Dec 01 2007, 09:56 AM by jordynt with | with 3 comment(s) Filed under: my life now, Lance Tankman, Reese's Pieces, my past life, quotes, traveling pants, musings, TayTay, us four, rainbow fish