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I hope I still have license to go on introspective tangents as if it hasn’t been a month since the last one.
I know I’ve been a negligent blogger lately but love me anyway. My latest thoughts have been channeled in my classes which are, FYI, going well. I’ve more or less, come out of the self-destructive coma that envelopes ...
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Life’s pretty good. Kinda exciting, kinda boaring, kinda getting my work done, kina having too much fun, kinda happy, kinda sad… Balanced; Pretty well balanced. I still have pages and pages of notes that were supposed to be comprehensive blogs. Perhaps over some break when I have a bit more time… But I uh wrote this thing for fiction ...
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He was nothing to me
If only an object of disdain
Needy
Greedy
But gentle too
Loving and lying oozed
Like bloodied battle wounds
Lost and longing for something unknown
Overt Camouflage among verticals among verticals
Very strange indeed
He spoke of Lions, Liaisons
Was bitter and cynical
dishonored, mocked, Violating ...
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I wrote this for my fiction writing class, it’s supposed to be short poetry prose.
She wanted to believe that everything would be ok. But she also saw no reason to stop; crying felt so good. She wished she could be strong- be stable, unyielding. But what does that even mean? Why is society so confused about truth? Why is it everything that’s so ...
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Been busy with school, I'm a little ill but still; nothing but good news. My ***-list has completely reoriented itself yet I’m pretty darn chipper. My classes are great, I’m getting my work done, I have some really amazing friends… It’s cool. I still feel misunderstood but at this point I’m ok with that. I either A. deserve it or B. ...
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I disagree strongly with Christianity. Well, all devout religious communities for the most part however I am choosing to pick on Christianity specifically. I believe the beauty and benefit of religion lies in the unique and personal connections and convictions. Established rules and matter of fact orders seem nonsensical and really, what’s ...
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There’s no emptiness, it's so directly stimulating I can’t feel anything but the passion exerted in the intricacies of musical sound. Mmm… I like it. It’s the perfect numb: No thoughts, no doubts, no questions, no inhibitions-Just heightened, guilt free, live in the moment pleasure. Nothing matters when all you can ...
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I feel so numb. Like I just want to do my work… I wish I could be enthusiastic- I will be soon. But for now I’m just scared; scared to *** up again and scared of how I’ll handle this abyss of tension that I spun. I’m human, I make mistakes and there is no doubt in my mind I will find myself in the discomfort of paying for them. I hope I’ll be ok. ...
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I want to freeze with you
But I don’t
I just want to feel like you
But I don’t
Cold white snow
Naked throat
Nothing better, nothing worse
I know
The Bliss
The Numbness
I love it too
Just not the sickness
And I’ll never know
The full meaning of this sigh
Whether it's my aching heartOr jealous eye
I’m just ...