Your Smile On Fire

...from the song Xavia

the bads and the goods

Yesterday I was thinking of something to blog about but now I've forgot what it is. My mind is not exactly working at top speeds today. Neither is the rest of me, seeing as how I've spend the grand majority of the day in bed. Yesterday was weird, and not exactly a good weird.


Well. Maybe both.


The Bad Things:

  • I found out it's going to take FOUR MORE SEMESTERS before I can transfer. *sigh* If I look at the fact that that's TWO MORE YEARS before I even get to university, it's daunting. But maybe if I just take each semester as it comes it won't be so bad? Here's to hoping.
  • I got a 72 on my first english paper. Which considering I've got high B's/A's in all my other classes, this is very bad news. Grr. Plus, as has been pointed out to me before, I'm kinda hard on myself and don't do too well with mistakes.
  • It was brought to my attention that I've spent so long WITHOUT friends that I've really grown accustomed to it, I've overcompensated by acting like I don't care. And that's just annoying. Because while one part of me really truly DOESN'T care, the other part of me is all YOU'RE EIGHTEEN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING SPENDING ALL YOUR TIME HANGING OUT WITH YOU SISTER AND DOING SCHOOLWORK AND FUTILY JOB HUNTING!? HAVE SOME FUN! AND I DON'T MEAN SITTING ALONE WRITING!

And Now For The Good Things:

  • I talked to a friend (a friend from here! yay!) that I hadn't talked to (at least more than a few words) in way too long. And it was good. It was encouraging really.
  • I went to Target (please please please never pronounce it Tar-jay) and looked at stuff for my new bathroom. Yay! But I didn't buy anything because I kind of trust whatever I brought home would get the NUH-UH THAT DOESN'T MATCH look from Mom and Tay.
  • And something else good that was kind of an apology/ kind of a thank-you. So yayness for that.



beccam said:

haha. i pronounce it tar-jay when i'm being goofy. =P

March 6, 2008 7:39 PM


Oct. 15 [going to work soon] [two school essays due; majorly nervous about both] [remember when i wrote that short story where the girl said "majorly" every other WORD practically? ha]