Your Smile On Fire

...from the song Xavia

need.... sleeep....

Excuse me if I am a little loopy. I am very very very very very tired. Honestly, it's like I'm a zombie or something. I woke up this morning, went to school, went to Wal-Mart and Taco Bell, came home, watched Reba and Sister Sister, went to the post office, and now here I am.

 

And I am very tired. I almost sat in my car and took a nap before I drove home from school, but instead I did not.

 

Also I didn't write at all in my novel last night because I was just too tired and thought maybe if I went to bed at a reasonable hour I would fall asleep at a reasonable hour. This would make sense, right?

 

Wrong. I fell asleep at about 12:30, which really, people, is actually not that late for me because it always takes me forever to fall asleep. So that was fine and dandy... until I woke up again at 1:30 and didn't fall back asleep until 3:30 and got up at 6.

 

Last night I got 4 hours of sleep.

 

The night before that? 4 hrs.

 

And before that it was 4 hours.

 

Before that? Yup, 4 hours.

 

And I realize some people can do this, can thrive just fine off of 4 hours of sleep. I wish I were one of those people (for the dual reason that I hate sleeping and also that seems to be all the sleep I'm getting lately), but I'm not. And it's not like I'm going to bed at 2 in the morning or something. It's just that after I go to bed I'm laying there for 2 or 3 or 4 or 5 hours before I fall asleep.

 

It is wearing me out!! Hopefully tonight I can sleep!!

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